I had a dream last night. There was a group of us getting off a really big bus. There was an injured hawk lying on the ground. The first people, who got off, walk around or stepped over him. Others expressed sympathy but didn't stop to help. I walked over to see what was wrong. He shied away from me. I sat down and put him on my lap. He had an severe abrasion on his chest and a deep cut on his belly. Some told me that he should be put our of his misery. I started doing Reiki on him. Others sat down and joined in. The wound started to heal. Someone brought a shiny pink liquid for him. She gave him some--which he didn't like, but he heal the rest of the way. He got up, turned into a bunny and raced around the field before coming back to say thank you. I don't remember if he flew or hopped away.
The dream continued in my living room. The ones who sat down and I were chatting. The phone ran and it was the hawk. He asked me what I learned. It was all about anger and fear. Anger and fear impedes the healing progress. As long as you react with either you block your blessings. He congratulated me for learning the answer to my question. The house went dark and I woke up.
Last night I went to bed very angry and afraid. I was hurt by someone that I thought was a friend. She took advantage of my trust. Last night I honestly asked why. The dream gave me the anwer. So I am asking for a favor. It's not the one some are expecting. I would very much like all who read this to take a minute or two today to send energy or pray for her best and highest good. You don't need her name, just remember this message and the energy will go where and how it needs to. Do not ask for a specific end result. To do so would add in an expectation and attachment to the end result. None of us needs that. Some of you know the situation. Those that don't, don't need to. I have chosen to forgive her for hurting me. I will still be seeking legal recourse for the money she owes me. I did the work she hired me to do. I deserve to be paid.
Thursday, April 10, 2014
Saturday, August 10, 2013
I choose the path of love, hope, and happiness
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It's not just Lakota than need to learn how to leave the past behind. Each of us has to decide what kind of life and future we want for ourselves. If we hang on to the past, we can have no future. If you hang on the the pain, we will not heal. If we allow others to control how we see ourselves, we will never know how wonderful we are because we will always be standing in someone else's shadow.
As for me, I release the pain of the past and those who caused it with forgiveness and love. I don't need to remember all the details. It is enough for me to know that it was. But I also know that it is no longer. Every day I wake and seek to find the miracles of the day. Every night I say a prayer for the miracles that came to me and through me. I doing so I choose the path of love, hope and happiness.
It's not just Lakota than need to learn how to leave the past behind. Each of us has to decide what kind of life and future we want for ourselves. If we hang on to the past, we can have no future. If you hang on the the pain, we will not heal. If we allow others to control how we see ourselves, we will never know how wonderful we are because we will always be standing in someone else's shadow.
As for me, I release the pain of the past and those who caused it with forgiveness and love. I don't need to remember all the details. It is enough for me to know that it was. But I also know that it is no longer. Every day I wake and seek to find the miracles of the day. Every night I say a prayer for the miracles that came to me and through me. I doing so I choose the path of love, hope and happiness.
Saturday, July 6, 2013
Today I choose to be happy
Friday, July 5, 2013
Fear and self doubt are the greatest challenge
Fear and self doubt are the greatest challenges most people face. The would-have, could-have, and should-have run through our minds link a hamster in a wheel. And like the hamster in the wheel, they use up a lot of energy, but really get us no where.
So what to do about it? We can give in and beat ourselves up or we can confront them and in doing so address our self-defeating core issues. It sounds easy and it can be if we let it. The key is will we let it.
Today was a good day, but I started to fall back into the poverty mentality of worrying about tomorrow, next week... yada-yada-yada-yada. It's one of the reasons, I stepped back to write this. I need to remind myself to put my energy into what I am creating, stead of worrying about the future.
I have learned that we fear, we create. The same as what we believe in also manifests when it comes from our heart. The old adage be careful what you wish for is very true. The Divine creates whatever we ask of it It is also true that we were never meant to walk our paths alone. No one can face our challenges for us, but we were meant to help each other with those challenges.
These two concepts come together in my favorite of all movies, Roger and Hammerstein's 1965 Cinderella. On this day and in this moment, I release my fears. I open my heart to love and trust.
So what to do about it? We can give in and beat ourselves up or we can confront them and in doing so address our self-defeating core issues. It sounds easy and it can be if we let it. The key is will we let it.
Today was a good day, but I started to fall back into the poverty mentality of worrying about tomorrow, next week... yada-yada-yada-yada. It's one of the reasons, I stepped back to write this. I need to remind myself to put my energy into what I am creating, stead of worrying about the future.
I have learned that we fear, we create. The same as what we believe in also manifests when it comes from our heart. The old adage be careful what you wish for is very true. The Divine creates whatever we ask of it It is also true that we were never meant to walk our paths alone. No one can face our challenges for us, but we were meant to help each other with those challenges.
These two concepts come together in my favorite of all movies, Roger and Hammerstein's 1965 Cinderella. On this day and in this moment, I release my fears. I open my heart to love and trust.
Thursday, July 4, 2013
Being Told No Can be a Blessing
I have learned that being told no can bring about the best and highest good in your life. At the time we might not like to hear it or have say it, but in the long run I have found there was a reason. Sometimes we have to look for the reason, but more often than not the reason presents itself in the form of a new opportunity or the revelation of how unhealthy what we wanted was for us.
When I was looking for my home, I originally found a ranch in Interlochen. It relatively new and located in a wooded subdivision. The deal was set. The night before we were sign the papers the owner called me, which was highly unethical to go around the real estate agent, and tried to change the terms. I told him no. The price was set. The deal fell through. I was disappointed. The next morning my agent called about another house. It was much cheaper, but we had a deadline to get the paperwork in. Within two hours, I was looking at it. It was strange because when I walked in and left a muddy footprint. By four o'clock it was mine. That was 21 years ago.
About 4 years ago, I was a big Days of Our Lives fan. I had watched it for decades, but the writing had gotten so bad that watching it had become more of a pain that a source of enjoyment. It had been a long time since I wrote script. After watching the crap on the screen, I knew I could do better without trying. So I started writing an alternative storyline. I posted it on the NBC boards. It was a ghost story that used the veteran actors and the show's history to create a ghost story. Nearly everyone loved it and wanted me to continue. I had fans from around the world who wanted me to be the new head writer. I did apply. I wasn't told no--it was hell no!
I didn't get the job, but I did reclaim a part of myself that I had misplaced. I loved writing script. I was also very good at it. Through a series of coincidences I created the TV series Operation Home Base.. After which I rewrote my paranormal thriller Never Can Say Good-bye.
The strange thing is that while looking for producers for them, I became a producer myself. One day I woke up and realized that I had been doing the job for months. I claimed the title, the job, and the new future. And I'm very good at it.
Each time being told no, brought something better for me. No was a blessing in disguise. That is how I'm choosing to see the financing for Never Can Say Good-bye. We've had it three times. This last time I turned it down, because there is some money you really don't want to be associated with. I choose to have the courage to believe tha the real 5.7 million USD will appear and we will be in front of the cameras mid August..
When I was looking for my home, I originally found a ranch in Interlochen. It relatively new and located in a wooded subdivision. The deal was set. The night before we were sign the papers the owner called me, which was highly unethical to go around the real estate agent, and tried to change the terms. I told him no. The price was set. The deal fell through. I was disappointed. The next morning my agent called about another house. It was much cheaper, but we had a deadline to get the paperwork in. Within two hours, I was looking at it. It was strange because when I walked in and left a muddy footprint. By four o'clock it was mine. That was 21 years ago.
About 4 years ago, I was a big Days of Our Lives fan. I had watched it for decades, but the writing had gotten so bad that watching it had become more of a pain that a source of enjoyment. It had been a long time since I wrote script. After watching the crap on the screen, I knew I could do better without trying. So I started writing an alternative storyline. I posted it on the NBC boards. It was a ghost story that used the veteran actors and the show's history to create a ghost story. Nearly everyone loved it and wanted me to continue. I had fans from around the world who wanted me to be the new head writer. I did apply. I wasn't told no--it was hell no!
I didn't get the job, but I did reclaim a part of myself that I had misplaced. I loved writing script. I was also very good at it. Through a series of coincidences I created the TV series Operation Home Base.. After which I rewrote my paranormal thriller Never Can Say Good-bye.
The strange thing is that while looking for producers for them, I became a producer myself. One day I woke up and realized that I had been doing the job for months. I claimed the title, the job, and the new future. And I'm very good at it.
Each time being told no, brought something better for me. No was a blessing in disguise. That is how I'm choosing to see the financing for Never Can Say Good-bye. We've had it three times. This last time I turned it down, because there is some money you really don't want to be associated with. I choose to have the courage to believe tha the real 5.7 million USD will appear and we will be in front of the cameras mid August..
" Instant Karma is going to get
you."
John Lennon
Have you ever met someone and suddenly felt love or hate? Yet for the life of you couldn't remember them. Would you want to remember? Would you want to know if it could save your life?
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John Lennon
Have you ever met someone and suddenly felt love or hate? Yet for the life of you couldn't remember them. Would you want to remember? Would you want to know if it could save your life?
Never Can Say Good-bye is a paranormal thriller feature film with the logline love and hate survives death
http://tirgana.wix.com/never-can-say-good-bye/home
Please like our Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/Nevercansaygoodbyeparanormalfilm/info Courage isn't the lack of fear, but the ability to set it aside and focus on what is truly important
Wednesday, July 3, 2013
I only ask that you take what is valuable to you and leave the rest behind.
A wise woman told me today that when you deny the Divine's gifts, you loose part of yourself. I think I've always know that, but I was so focused on what I wanted that I over looked what I had. This blog will be one of my ways of reclaiming that part of myself that I lost.
I'm an intuitive and empath. I have always been able to see and hear beyond what most others could. Not only could I see into other realms, but I have always had a knowing. What I mean by knowing is that I just understood how to do things. When I was seven years old I fixed the rubber gauge on my Grandmother pressure cooker, even through older family members tried and couldn't I fixed the spark plug wires on my 1974 Mustang just because it seemed like the logical way to do it. My computer knowledge is all self taught. I know how to produce videos, typeset, and so much more, yet my entire computer training comes down to one friend telling me how to save and another telling me that my scanner was called a Twain.
On a professional level, I am a writer of both screenplays and books. I am a producer and editor. I have worked most jobs in television production, everything from running camera to pulling cables. I'm very good at what I do, but what I do isn't who I am.
Who I am is a loving, intelligent, beautiful soul, who has walked the hard road and come out the other side. In this blog I will share what I've learned and my perceptions. If you have found your way here then you will find some of the answers you seek.
During this postings, I will sometimes be stepping aside and allowing the Divine to speak through me. These channeled messages will be for me as well as for those who be lead to them. They are not from me, but will come through me.
I only ask that you take what is valuable to you and leave the rest behind.
I'm an intuitive and empath. I have always been able to see and hear beyond what most others could. Not only could I see into other realms, but I have always had a knowing. What I mean by knowing is that I just understood how to do things. When I was seven years old I fixed the rubber gauge on my Grandmother pressure cooker, even through older family members tried and couldn't I fixed the spark plug wires on my 1974 Mustang just because it seemed like the logical way to do it. My computer knowledge is all self taught. I know how to produce videos, typeset, and so much more, yet my entire computer training comes down to one friend telling me how to save and another telling me that my scanner was called a Twain.
On a professional level, I am a writer of both screenplays and books. I am a producer and editor. I have worked most jobs in television production, everything from running camera to pulling cables. I'm very good at what I do, but what I do isn't who I am.
Who I am is a loving, intelligent, beautiful soul, who has walked the hard road and come out the other side. In this blog I will share what I've learned and my perceptions. If you have found your way here then you will find some of the answers you seek.
During this postings, I will sometimes be stepping aside and allowing the Divine to speak through me. These channeled messages will be for me as well as for those who be lead to them. They are not from me, but will come through me.
I only ask that you take what is valuable to you and leave the rest behind.
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