Thursday, April 10, 2014

The answer to my question

I had a dream last night.  There was a group of us getting off a really big bus.  There was an injured hawk lying on the ground. The first people, who got off, walk around or stepped over him. Others expressed sympathy but didn't stop to help.  I walked over to see what was wrong.  He shied away from me.  I sat down and put him on my lap.  He had an severe abrasion on his chest and a deep cut on his belly. Some told me that he should be put our of his misery.  I started doing Reiki on him. Others sat down and joined in.  The wound started to heal.  Someone brought a shiny pink liquid for him.  She gave him some--which he didn't like, but he heal the rest of the way.  He got up, turned into a bunny and raced around the field before coming back to say thank you.  I don't remember if he flew or hopped away.

The dream continued in my living room.  The ones who sat down and I were chatting.  The phone ran and it was the hawk.  He asked me what I learned.  It was all about anger and fear.  Anger and fear impedes the healing progress.  As long as you react with either you block your blessings.  He congratulated me for learning the answer to my question.  The house went dark and I woke up.

Last night I went to bed very angry and afraid. I was hurt by someone that I thought was a friend. She took advantage of my trust.  Last night I honestly asked why.  The dream gave me the anwer.  So I am asking for a favor.  It's not the one some are expecting.  I would very much  like all who read this to take a minute or two today to send energy or pray for her best and highest good. You don't need her name, just remember this message and the energy will go where and how it needs to.   Do not ask for a specific end result.  To do so would add in an expectation and attachment to the end result.  None of us needs that.   Some of you know the situation.  Those that don't, don't need to.  I have chosen to forgive her for hurting me.  I will still be seeking legal recourse for the money she owes me.  I did the work she hired me to do.  I deserve to be paid.